two days ago, Haz and i have been together for 4 months. today, is v day. but we're not going all chocs and roses and romantic dinner under the beautiful moon after the sunset. coz we're not together. he's in camp and im here, jobhunting in the study room. just a few i-miss-u-so-much-honey phonecalls and thats it. sad eh. hmm. but we're Muslims and we dont celebrate v day at all. haha. as far as Haz and i are concerned, its v day every weekend he books out. weee! we spend quality time together coz we've been away from each other for so long and we spoil each other with surprise gifts and food and we talk and other stuff. see? we're a naturally romantic couple and we dont need v day to work it. love u so much darling.

more than glad the both of us are still going strong despite hard times. i just lost my job. we're on a really tight budget coz ns doesnt pay him much. right about now im more than thankful i have him. its half as bad coz we're not married yet and dont yet have mountains of bills to handle. we're still independent. we just stuff our own mouths. so thats it. not that bad. things will get better. i just gotta be optimistic.

by the way i think i bummed out my bro, Farzi wif the details of my depressed soul. tho i really didnt intend for him to feel alot worser. he's already reluctantly living thru hell in the army. unlike my honey who im very very proud of. plus he's on mc today and im sure he feels terrible enough already without my sudden blow. im really sorry. how funny.

end of story? im okay. perfectly. i love my honey and he loves me. no matter what.